hi how are you? im fine. actually, i kinda take bck my word. i really cant stop using the comp. im too addicted oh no am i gonna die? the ans is , no. tmr i will concentrate on my studies and if i ever break this promise im gonna kill myself okay actually not really kill myself but i will haunt myself down until im satisfied. lol sounds wrong but wtv im just talking crap cos im tired and i wanna go to sleep. i guess my blog and tumblr are gonna be famous soon since i told facebook what my links were. well idc already hahahaha btw, i love my soulmate i know all of you do but i just wanna say i love her omg i sound like a lesbian . she dun like lesbians and whenever i hold her hand she dont like it . i feel so sad but i dun mind . i`ll do anything just to make her happy . hi soulmate i know ur not reading this but i want to spend the whole time with you. please do not neglect me and dont avoid me i am ur classmate i want a bestfriend in my secondary life. i want a real bestfriend not like bestfriends in primary times. i look sick talking to myself like this i`d rather talk about the incident which happened just now. i was otw to tokoh malim where my sister is currently working. she told me to buy for her food so i came to her place and i bumped onto syeirkhan and idris . they are indeed very extra. they followed me around and waited for me until i finished buying food for my sister. and then, the worst part came. herman was there. blerghhh , what a coincidence . i know he lives somewhere near syeirkhan . and blablablabla, so i went home. thats the full story. i know its not even a story but wtheck now look at me deep in my eye, do i look like i care? NO. haha shit. im kinda impressed with my english now because im typing my post fluently . im very strange . when i really concentrate on my english , this is what will happen to me . and when i get crazy over stuffs, i mixed up my language and im trying my best not to get crazy. please help me. i beg you. ok i dun wan to sound like a beggar but i just want to inform you people that i`ve updated my tumblr . lol, no link. in total, i have 154 pages in my tumblr right now and a total of 1400+ photos. im proud. i really am. i can see the difference on how my life was last time and the situation i`m going through now. i guess i will stop here cause i think i will talk nonsensical stuff soon.. btw, I DID GREAT ON PAPER 1! but i suck on paper 2 -.-' oh hell no, is this bad or good news? k bye, (my phone is not beeping and imma sad kid)
*the song is too noisy and loud . please lower down ur volume. sorry for any inconvenience but i will change the song soon. k bout the soulmate part, i hold hands with her because of certain reasons not because im really a lesbian okay! sometimes i accidentally hold her hand because im scared or watsoever but i really forgot why i was holding her hand . erghhhhh.