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HELLO EVERYBODY!! i know i`ve not been updating lately and im so sorry okayokay? heartshape inserted x100 :D anw how are u guys?!?! i hope you guys are just fine, cos today is new years eve! OMG tmr is 1/1/11 already :( and my religious exam is on 2/1/11 -.-' i bet some of you are now outside going to celebrate countdown and blablablablablabla hehe im going to celebrate 2011 with tumblr love. hmm the picture above was taken during my fashionshow CEHHHHHHH ~ duh aqilah crazy what xD everybody says so -.- they call me irritating la, tht la, itu la, ini la. not happy with me can go fuck off lagipon tmr is 2011 so stop hating and start loving.

i dont want to be bullied. seriously.......... guys, pls stop bullying me. i know whenever i start to open my mouth, i will shout vulgars or i will anyhow call you people bodoh 0.o and i know it might hurt ur feelings without myself knowing but im so sorry, i AM like this, pls accept the way i am. i just need somebody who will understand me, cancancan!?!?! i know i like to criticize people, insult here and there, but i dun bully la like duh... there is a difference ok!! so yah, i hope you people read this very clearly. i know i AM short, but please, bullying is like soooo the retro -.- at least if u criticize me, i can criticize you bck, and both of us wont be mad. ok seriously i like tht kind of person who takes everything as a joke. k not almost everthing but yah, dun be too sensitive. i know sometimes im very sensitive k fuck i hate it very much omg. and i can be so egoistic! DAMN.

well, in 2010 i do meet new people. and im so glad to have them in my life! diyanah, u are awesome! u are always by my side, though we fought quite a lot of times, no matter what i will always appreciate everything you do.

athira, i am glad u want to start a new leaf, what u did in fcbk, asking forgiveness, is already good enough!! im happy for you. u are so damn pretty now, with ur new looks, i bet nxt yr u will have a bf hehe just wait athira, just wait :)) i want be more close to you next year, i hope tht can happen! mama i love you. anw, im so sorry for all my wrongdoings. i hope u can forgive me.

syafiqah, what can i say?! ur always the middle person, i love the way u laugh, u are so sweet, i love ur cheekssss, they are much more cheekier than mine hehehe ^^ u are so fair!! u are a good friend, u always remind me, whenever i have a problem, i can approach u, thnks maan :D anw, were u the one who ask me tht question in formspring?!!? about me being emo and all tht 0.o reply me ok!! i love you babe. pls forgive all my sins towards you. *hugs*

k nxt, RABIAH! :) oi you, why so hyper? haha everytime i see ur face, confirm you have a lot of things to say. thts good ah, u make conversations alive and thts why guys like you :D u should be happy u know! and tht time in chinese garden, u keep on repeating, "why my face so bitchy", anw its the heart tht counts, not how u look like :) but no matter what people will still judge you so yah tht one their problem , just live our own life can already hehehee. u are awesome la rabiah. (L) forgive my wrongdoings pls :)

fasiha; u? i bet u wont read this :( but whatever, all i want to say is u are amazing, u are always there to laugh with me, but i dun want us to just laugh, i want us to be more than just that. are we bestfriends or .. ? i still remember i had a heart to heart talk with you outside the toilet (k i know sounds weird but yah) , i asked you some questions and u replied as if i was just joking OMG whats wrong with you. i know u are much more closer with the netball students but pleaseee dont forget me. please please please. i have nth else to say to you. everytime i wanna call you my bestfriend, i stutter cos idk whether im supposed to call you tht, or? haiy no matter what,i still cant wait for next year!! see you nxt year. i love you,forgive me..

DIYANAH, omg you, you want to know why u are the last one im going to talk about? cos the last one usually will be the one who `ll top everybody. okla, actually im not rating anybody from closest to not closest, i dun rate like tht 0.o its just tht, i feel u are the most closest to me from the start of school and until now. first day of school, i still remember we took the 187 bus and we saw kak feena which is ur mly dance senior. then they were like smiling at us. we are like nerdies k lol if there`s even sucha word. and then u met athira and syafiqah! and we fought halfway through 2010 omg such bad memories. then we became friends back!! im so happy YAY YAY ! JUMPJUMPJUMP! hahahah okay gila. anwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww, so yah, we become more closer and i tried my best not to be so sensitive all that. i know ur a good friend, cos u and riska from primary school until now still bestfriends, im proud of you both!! may u both become best friends till the end :) i love you (L) forgive my wrongdoings pls :(

the rest? hanis,sofina, dianty, ameera,firza, you guys are still awesome!! to all my malay friends out there plus my chinese friends, happy new year may we live a happy life till we finish school.

"secondary school friends are much more important than primary school friends cos it takes a longer journey" - mr koh :D

guys!! keep in contact till we reach university okay? god`s will, insyaallah. amin :D

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siti, amira, syahidah, sheila, shikin, sabrina, and the rest who were from 6H, i will nvr forget you guys :( i miss hanging out with you guys. especially sabrina.. my hello kitty, 1 year of friendship seems not enough. now we are like strangers already. i wanna meet you, but whenever i meet you, what happens? we didnt talk at all. all u did was laughed, but i nvr had any heart to heart talk with you. i miss you terribly, i hope ur doing fine in hongkahsecondary.

siti, my bestie!!! i hope you wont change and aku harap2 next year walaupon kita sebok dengan kerja kita masing2, kau tetap ade time untuk jumpa aku. tunggu aku smpi aku sec 3, bila aku dh shift tempat skolah, insyaallah aku akan jumpa kau hari2. jangan lupa aku okay? :)

sheila!! u and ur greenclub tk habes2 hahah so now u are stuck in commonwealth i bet you are one lucky kid, study hard so that u can go to express stream, do well ok!! aku jealous btol la kau dpt masok commonwealth. but then right, hehe whenever siti dun have, confirm we both mcm tkde benda nak ckp gtu eh? HAHA ASAL AH!?!!? pelik btol. anw meet me when u free okay , anything just beep me.

amira ismail, u are one pretty girl, but sometimes pretty girls can become sombong/action easily. i hope u are not like that. please dont change, this is why i dun like pretty girls, they can be so megah atau hidung tinggi haiyayaya. but i know u are not like that :D i miss how crazy we are last year! especially after psleeeeeeeeee. kita semua dh mcm orng gila main uno la, snap la damn , primary school memories are the best right? may we meet more often next year (:

to lydia, kita skrng dh strangers. i hope u and rabiah will stay friends. no fights. i know u`ll not read this but i hope you `ll have a great life ahead of you.

puteri diana, im glad we are still friends. last long with ur bf. maybe u wont read this but yeah i had an awesome time with you (:

emma valentina, u are shifting to pasir ris right tk slh? i really wanna meet you, at first i had the chance to, since u stay in bukit gombak, but now, no more hope already. im glad u want to change for the better. may allah lead u to the correct path.

kak fee, i know u have no time to read this but i think we`ve almost reach 2-3yrs of friendship and u`ve always been the best kakak angkat. although u live in hougang, i know one day we`ll meet. i know we dont really chat with each other nowadays. each of us are busy with our own things, but i know you know that we both know that we will always remember each other. the littlest fights we had is now the reason why we are still standing strong. i love you sister.

nurul adneen affandi, k idk whether thts the correct spelling or not, IM SO FUCKING SORRY OKAY. anw you, omg you! i`ve known u since ur in p4. DAMN LAST TIME U SO CUTE SIA! i know you know that we had alot of good memories together. i know u are very famous, since u have alot of kakak angkats, i hope u wont forget ur old ones syg ;) i still keep our old convos.. whenever i think of you, i think about the rest of my cyber friends, i miss how close i am with each of them. now, they`ve changed. even, i changed. tc dearest, enjoy ur sec 1 life next year. i love you darl.

mariah, i`ve known u for 1-2years already, although u are in japan right now, i really cant wait till you are back in singapore.. i know in msn, we dont really talk, cos we dun really have much topics to share like we used to. u = same case as adneen. dh ade akak2 baru, jgn lupa yang lamer :) i will always think of u guys okay? may god bless you, tc baby, i love you :)

to my siblings, you know best. you know i`ve alot of things to say to you guys. you know it urself right? so i dun bother to say it here hahahahah :b u guys are loved (:

mum , dad, u know how much i love you.
mum, u are always the one who buy for me things i need for my daily life. u `ve always been the best partner to shop, you are never selfish, i know sometimes im rude but please forgive me and all my sins. i still remember the old times i gave you those birthday cards, mother`s day cards, although my english sucks alot last time, i still sacrifice some time to make my own card cos i wanna show you how much i love you.
dad, u are quite irritating haha but i like how chill u are. how u are not too sensitive over stuff. i know you and mum fought alot, its kinda sad to see how thing goes. i hope you both will always be together. i dun really want to get involved with ur fights, i just want to focus my life as a teenager. i`ll do my best , i`ll try. i love you both! (L)(L)(L)

TO ALL OF YOU, 2010 WONT BE SUCHA SUCCESS WITHOUT YOU PEOPLE!! :D :) C:

with love,
aqilah :)

oonana whats my name? ooonana whats my name? hahahaha ^^ irrits right i know. im very bored, i want to study but i lazy. seriously, why i so lazyyyyy. later i need to sidai baju haishh the story of a young teenager... !@#$^*)) k crap hahahaa MENDAK PE AKU TK TAU NK TYPE APE HAHAHA IM BLANK okay anw just now rabiah came to my house and she very angry with youdunneedtoknow fuhh kepale otak dia tadi mcm nak pecah pekik sane sini haiyo stress jgak aku. after tht met amirul, jalan sane jalan sini mcm tkde life hahahahaha then rabiah saje2 je masok hostel baru daerah jurong. yoha ke ape benda tah hahah! then stalk some cool dope people k fake. very fun uhhh ~~~ for me and rabiah ah. for amirul not so fun. pfft , dia tu nak ape pon aku tk tau -.-' lepastu mum called, cepat2 balek umah tukar baju. he went home, rab teman me then all went separate ways. thts all :)

hi people! school is in a few weeks time! DAYUMM cant wait :D lets hope nxt yr is gonna be an awesome year. bleaaaaaaaaaah, i dun like january 2011. cos i`ll be having my religious exam. haiyo, people want to have fun in the early month of 2011 then suddenly have exam? fuck. i seriously hate hafalan surah. its very hard to memorize everything :( idk why i can remember song lyrics but not surah. why.oh.why. k anyways, im currently tumblr-ing and blogging. im very hungry, have not yet eaten and lazy to do so. i wanna have my movie marathon later on, then my computer i put aside hehe :b just another few days to wait and im out of singapore. like wheeee at last \m/ eh i heard there will be transformer 3? i think its going to be boring. -.-' i watched the trailer, and i dun fill thrilled at all.

things to do before school reopens :
wash shoe *since im not buying a new shoe and i dun really mind :)
polish npcc boots
revise
copy down the answers for history on the foolscap paper.
cut my fingernails? fuck they are so long.
cut my fringe? maybe. hehehe.

k thts all i guess.

hi everyoneeeeee, diyanah ask me to update so here i am. tadaa! hehe k crap. so today i on the tv and checked for new movies in mio and i saw "despicable me"! im like jumping for joy cos i`ve not yet watch tht show, i know i very ketinggalan zaman kay but whateva. i laughed all the way cos seriously it is awesummmmmmmm ;) sms-ed my two seniors ; rahaiza and afiqah. rahaiza said she will msg all the way but then halfway she stopped msg-ing me cos idk why? but nvm, so i sms-ed kak fiqah. hmm i thought of going jvss tmr yknow, but then see how la. tmr also i going to my brother`s graduation ceremony at NS idk what is it about bleaaaah. currently chatting with diyanah only. plus duh, tumblr-ing of course. :D my bf must always be entertained 24/7! anw i thought of updating my picture inside this post but omg seriously its taking its own sweet time and its fucking slow. so might as well i get my ass out of here cos blogger is fucking boring like FB!

p/s : jamilul, sorry i cannot wtch movie with you, kau pon satuuuuuuuu, tk update aku apape pon! hahaha k wtv, nxt time aje ah brotherr x.x tc ~

hi today atw i godeh2 my brother`s camera huahuahua. at last i upload those pics inside the computer and ohhhh it looks quite different. the quality sucksssssssssssssssss when uploaded. maybe its just my computer?? who knows it will turn out good in other people`s comp/lappy. HAHAH k perasan gegerl. now diyanah watching movie. hmmppfft tk ajak. tgok cte ape je eh dia. so hi, these few days lazy want to reblog alot of picss. my pimple is decreasing day by day. hmmm amin :D now my parents at jp dunno go where. mom ajak me but i lazy la. actually i want to buy school shoe then i thought she wont let me, then at last she say can? :( she nvr say earlier. then i nvr follow lor hehehe ok shutup. anw the picture above is my new mp3 hehe abg pass it to me since he dun wan to use. so i took it. i suka, syg abang (L) okay bye peeposss.

hi i think i like someone. eh no i think i love him. u want to know who? aww wait k later i tell you. hahahhaa. my formspring is dead. and my tumblr already got 6073 posts. fuh in one day i can achieve 1000 post. wow i must be a superwoman k crap. haiyaa yesterday i go out with my old schoolmates then today suddenly i got pimple eish this always happen -.= btw it was an awesome outing. went to science centre, look around. got alot of kidssss. i think we are like the only sec students there. maybe not only us ah, but another few maybe? yeahyeah, and the science centre guy so handsome omgggg. at first when we go inside the entrance i thought no need to show anything ah. then i slumber2 go in then the guy like dunno how to stop me then he was like confuse ah bcos i keep moving here and there HAHAHAHAH then he tarik me, like pelan2 you know, then he go chop my hand. since im the first one to be chopped, i was like very jakon ah. bcos the chop so invisible. then after tht is siti and sheila`s turn. i somehow shout very loud "eh tkde apape pon." *stare at it carefully* then i keep on repeating tht question LOL hahahaha. i thought sheila and siti will reply me but it was the guy instead. he say "invisible chop" then i was like shockedddddddd. shocked habes.com.sg bcos he look like chinese then can understand my language dh nampak sah tu laki is a mly guy :B so after tht blablablabla. then i quickly whisper to siti and sheila "wah handsome sak dia" HAHAHHA. not being a flirty but i was just saying. atw i keep talking bout tht sci centre guy somehow. maybe not atw la. perhaps i talked about him thrice. then explore stuffs. laughed here and there seriously so awesum. then go to the library at level 2. i didnt know there was a library actually. then got vending machine WAH we so happy cos we very hungry and thirsty. so i bought green tea and share with them. i thought i want to play their computer since they have free internet but i shy la haha mcm faham. then after tht leave the science centre, we plan to go kfc but kfc so jelak sia. then plan to go mcdonald but the mcdonald at sci centre got alot of ppl so we plan to go eat roti prata behind polyclinic. waaah so fun. talked about our prim skool lives. talktalk then suddenly saw amirul haidi. then talk about fidaiy HHAHAHAHAHA then after eating went to the playground near the canal. talk summore about girls stuff. omg i miss them so much :( how i wish they were in my skool and i bet i`ll be the happiest girl in earth. everyday i will have them to go home with, to eat with, to hang out with, haish. but nvm got diyanah, :) hi diyanah i hope nxt yr we wont fight anymore. hahahahahaha. okay bck to the story, after tht i went home, do normal stuffs like housework and cht and tumblr-ing so yeah thts all byebye <:

p/s : the guy i love is actually.. tumblr! who do you think it was? formspring me :)

HI :D bye :D I HAVE NTH TO SAY -.- i cant wait for school tataaaaa. once school reopens confirm got alot of things to share but not now :b so bye :)

HI .TUMBLR IS SO ADDICTIVE I CANT STOP REBLOGGING OHMYGOSH (L) i love tumblr so much he my boyfriend already since early 2010 hehe too bad C: btw nth much happened today since i didnt go for my religious class hahahahah i very tired la yesterday i fetch my brother from changi airport around 12am yknow! he came bck from taiwan and you know what he bought for me? a bag. aww so aweshume. but i didnt get a chance to thank him i so shy lol wtf. okay bye :)